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If Only
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If Only was released on February 11, 2022 by friend's house records as a part of the album If Only - Single
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Release DateFebruary 11, 2022
Labelfriend's house records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM87

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Eli Benjamin Applegate
Eli Benjamin Applegate
Songwriter

Lyrics

If only I had the patience
To keep myself intact
If only I had the nerve
Not to think and just act
As all my problems melt away
I think about another day
Where I can be the perfect me
That only lives inside my head
If only I had the hope
They would toss another rope
If only I had the heart
Not to tear myself apart
Would I be a better self
Or would I sit upon the shelf
Reflecting on my past mistakes
And every road I chose to take
I always get so terrified
The darkness looms and shades your eyes
It's okay I'm mostly fine
I bring myself to my demise
Sometimes I'm flooding pages
And I won't ever learn
That all that I am writing about
Will one day soon be heard
It's getting easy I promise you
There's not much else that I could do
You speak to me, you hold my hand
I lose myself in you again
Time is testing constantly
But I'm right where I wanna be
Within your words I've made a home
I promise you I'm not alone
It's getting easy I promise you
There's not much else that I could do
You speak to me, you hold my hand
I lose myself in you again
Time is testing constantly
But I'm right where I wanna be
Within your words I've made a home
I promise you I'm not alone
Written by: Eli Benjamin Applegate
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