Chosen

Yeah Uh I watch my hand hit my phone time to wake up out my sleeping 6:31 I wonder when my flight is leaving Fresh up out of Houston and my credit card is bleeding Gotta make the money back so I'll be grinding till the evening Even on the weekend I been off the deep end A paralyze mind always starts with overthinking Tryna move out but my pockets over sleeping But its something bout my home that feels to comfortable to be in Grateful for my mom but I gotta get to eating I need the bread and cheese cant make money being vegan How much for the lease I need a place that I could stay in IYODA 8 months and just funded my vacation The money hard to make but the freedom is amazing Few jobs lined up, but won't fill an application Had to make time for the music so I switch my occupation Uhh I seen what the boss is making Hunting has its risk but the sweetest of rewards I won't ever make no money if I'm busy watching yours I won't ever reach my dreams if I'm beefing with the lord Don't be beefing with the lord I been buckling up I know I'm leaving Gotta get up I know it's time I gotta do what I know I'm feeling There's something so great that calls inside I'm Living my life life I know that I'm chosen I'm living my life life I know that I'm chosen I'm living my life life I know that I'm chosen I'm living my life life I know that I'm chosen I been playing way too much keeping count of all the seasons Human beings love to do this but I wonder what's the reason Telling glory stories like this how I met The Weeknd When you know that in reality y'all never often speaking Ain't ashamed to take the blame and to admit that was me I met Big Sean, I met JCole, I met my heroes indeed Big saw potential in me recognized the MC JCole ran inside the stu aint speak a word to a G I was offended ill be honest it was holding on me I mean I only did to you what you had did to Jay Z I used that energy as fuel but who would ever had think That the coldest dude on earth gave a cold shoulder to me They say don't ever meet your heroes wasn't always the case Bas showed me so much love and lowkey made me a plate Fed me so much education taught me how to be great Offset gave me a hug Kirk Franklin held me and prayed Russ was super down to earth it felt like meeting a friend If I ever was to sign believe i'm signing with him Dj Khaled was alright he showed me love off the whim Lil Nas sat down with me for an hour and then I learned my dreams were possible it all began to make sense These guys were super talented but it wasn't talent that did it What they all had in common confidence and persistence They were being themselves all shine no resistance When I reflected on JCole maybe it wasn't his fault Pops and Nipsey tried their best but man look at the result Losing rappers everyday you can't be out here naive It's clear this industry is built on money power and greed How many really hold you down in your hour of need How many really want you laying under flowers and trees Maybe Jermaine thought my intentions weren't as real as they seemed Life is short no holding grudges I got love for the G Buckling up I know I'm leaving I gotta get up I know it's time I gotta do what I know I'm feeling There's something so great that calls inside I'm living my life life I know that I'm chosen I'm living my life life I know that I'm chosen I'm living my life life I know that I'm chosen I'm living my life life I know that I'm chosen