Blurry Sadness

Hi, emmm I was thinking about us and Yeah, I know Something has changed There is something wrong There's someone else, I'm so sorry Aight, I knew it Thanks for everything It's hard to let you go Our love was huge, it was? I can't get that right on my mind I really thought I was doing alright I was sad and I felt alone Takin' pills to relax and feel loved Hopin' maybe you can give me one call But you were with another guy you barely know Taking my phone I tried to get lost I end up scrolling thru your feed and getting so much worse I don't know why you treat me like trash I gave you all my love and my heart My stress is high I don't feel alive I tried to clear my mind It gets blurry I can't I'd like to be someone wise Understand why you broke my heart You cheated me for a long time You told me "I'm sure you're the one" Let me tell you something girl I don't blame you I was into you and blind as a bat too I just wanted to be your man, wake up and see your face Watching a movie and you get scared Hugging you so hard so the monster go away Tell you everything will be alright You wake up, I made breakfast My stress is high I don't feel alive I tried to clear my mind It gets blurry I can't I'd like to be someone wise Understand why you broke my heart You cheated me for a long time You told me "I'm sure you're the one" I'd like to be in the past Remember how happy I was Sadly I changed my life I needed to value me right