Falling Faster

I've been dodging all of my friends calls And I'm really sorry to 'em all But I've been losing it, going off of the deep end I don't know what the future holds Can't imagine myself growing old Feel like the whole world's collapsing around me I don't know what the hell to do I think my sanity is screwed Feel like I'm drifting alone in space I've been falling faster My mind is going numb Life is a big disaster I'm falling out of touch I've been having nightmares as of late Still better than being awake I hope I don't fall victim to myself Don't think my mind will ever change I think I might be stuck this way I've been falling, losing hope that anything could save me I think I might collapse real soon Burn out and stay inside this room I've been growing bleaker, weaker, fading every moment I've been falling faster My mind is going numb Life is a big disaster I'm falling out of touch I've been dodging all of my friends calls And I'm really sorry to 'em all But I've been losing it Going off of the deep end