Dead and Cold

Wake up every day and it just goes repetitive Think I need to chill, Think I need incentive I think depression's finally hittin' me I think it's finally setting in Drifting to my feet and settling just like sediment Coasting and walking down this road called life blindly Foolishly hoping for purpose to come and find me In the depths of depressions is where I've been residing That or in my room under my covers, just hiding Put my in the grave today Black suit, wet bouquet Too scared to leave, but too tired to stay Bullet in the chamber will stop all the pain Blood on the wall drips, just like red rain Feel my soul seep out from each line from the blade No one sings along to the songs I have made Deep in thought like Socrates I am not your property Treated like a mockery Glad no one is stopping me Not why you should idolize, this is my final goodbye But if I ever hurt you, I truly apologize