Unable to Cope

Why am I still awake?

I've spent all day making mistakes

If this is what life is like

Then I'm about ready to die

Why are all words that hurt the most

The ones that live in my head

Intrusive thoughts, my brain rots

I think I'm wasting away

Wasting every single day, feeling nothing but my hate

Beat the wall against my brain, nothing but a basket case

Listening to closest case, wishing I could kill the pain

I think I'm losing touch