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Don't tell me I'm pretty I'll turn into a teenage girl Dear diary you know he really rocks my world Haven't felt this since 2011 Now Avril is playing on my car speakers And I'm losing my marbles Just waiting for a drunk text back Dear diary, it's Friday, wonder where he's at Is he dancing with Heather or Hannah I'm in my pajamas with teardrops on my guitar I think you're to blame I forgot my name And my necklace In between the sheets at your place I'm losing my mind Can you help me find it I heard what you said You would've loved me when I was 18 I know you're lying baby I was a theatre kid But now I'm in deep What were you thinking I'm 20 something and I love you just like a kid Don't smile at me baby You're the protagonist you know Dear diary, I think he's coming to my show I'm on the stage but somehow he's the spotlight I lose the crowd all I see are your blue eyes I'm suddenly dying a slow melodramatic death Dear diary, I keep thinking that he'll forget What he said on that cold windy midnight Stood in your clothes when you said you were all mine I think you're to blame I forgot my name And my necklace in between the sheets at your place I'm losing my mind Can you help me find it I heard what you said You would've loved me when I was 18 I know you're lying baby I was a theatre kid But now I'm in deep What were you thinking I'm 20 something and I love you just like a kid You got me like oh, he looked at me I can hardly breathe Got songs in my head and you know you're on repeat Got me on my knees I heard what you said You would've loved me when I was 18 I know you're lying baby I was a theatre kid But now I'm in deep What were you thinking I'm 20 something and I love you just like a kid