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Conatus
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Conatus was released on March 2, 2022 by JASCR as a part of the album Weirdo
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AlbumWeirdo
Release DateMarch 2, 2022
LabelJASCR
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM89

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Christian Thomas Caleb Solomon
Christian Thomas Caleb Solomon
Songwriter
Lewis Reed
Lewis Reed
Songwriter

Lyrics

I had crushes in the past
But never came around to ask
First time when I did it
Then my love was unrequited
Some months go by
Another one catches my eye
She said we could be friends
And we didn't talk again
Only proves you're my best friend
Only proves you're my best friend
Only proves you're my best friend
Only proves you're my best friend
Finally got her and screwed that up
Got a few others that I met online
But they were states away and lasted a week
And could I even make the time?
Or the money to go and see them?
My parents would probably think I'm tweaking
I know New York ain't the place to mingle
I think I'd prefer being single
Messed with the rep and got too sleazy
Asked loads of people out and got too needy
Some folks might not remember I did
But it just sits in the back of my mind
They deserve someone better
You know, a person who's worthy of love
I'll just crawl in my cocoon
And get on back to my room
Only proves you're my best friend
Only proves you're my best friend
Only proves you're my best friend
Only proves you're my best friend
I've given up on the partner
Should I just try to love me harder?
Because I'm trying my best, but I feel too bad
When I look like this, and they look like that
Just don't compare and focus on you
But I like being sad, so I purposely do
There's gotta be something I lack
That all my peers have
It's gotta be the looks, it's gotta be the height
It's gotta be the neck, or the super far eyes
It's gotta be my voice, or maybe it's my clothes
It's gotta be something about me, and I don't know
Or maybe I'm just unique
Not a lot of people understand me
It's really lonely some days
But being me will be okay
Proves you're my best friend
Only proves you're my best friend
Only proves you're my best friend
Only proves you're my best friend
But it's truly a, truly a sin
Written by: Christian Thomas Caleb Solomon, Lewis Reed
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