Overstimulation

I've been waiting for some kind of pleasure

A little spark that will light up my eyes

And get them wide wide open

Even though they're stinging

I swear

It's just one more measure

I keep on checking for my latest surprise

In the quiet I'm hoping

Give me one more ping

Gotta get up

Gotta get change and be on my way but

I can't seem to tell myself what I gotta do these days

I'm so close to leveling up

Just need a couple more hours of play

Yea, I'll be fast, then an hour past

How long is this lasting?

Damn!

Why am I running all the time?

Am I living in a simulation?

Damn!

Am I starting to lose my mind

To overstimulation?

These arms are bound in position

I'll be safe if I stay for a thrill

Keep my head looking forward

But it keeps on spinning

I just allowed all permissions

I suppose I surrender my will

Taking all that I am

and they want more still

Gotta get eggs

Gotta get milk and be on my way

No I really can't afford to be looking around all over this place

Look at the box

Look at the box

Reasonable price and a beautiful face

Oh how can I pass on a deal like that?

No, how can I pass on it?

Damn!

Why am I running all the time?

Am I living in a simulation?

Damn!

Am I starting to lose my mind

To overstimulation?

Oh how long have I still been here

Without a light to guide me home?

Am I just wandering ever deeper

Into this shimmering sea of the unknown?

Will I go on and just keep sinking

Let my body turn to stone

If I don't ever wanna think of

The sunken cost, all the memories lost

All the answers to questions I then forgot?

Damn!

Why am I running all the time?

Am I living in a simulation?

Damn!

Am I starting to lose my mind

To overstimulation?

Damn!

Why am I running all the time?

Am I living in a simulation?

Damn!

Am I starting to lose my mind

To overstimulation?

DAMN!

AM I RUNNING OUT OF TIME?

AM I LIVING IN A SIMULATION?

DAMN!

AM I STARTING TO LOSE MY MIND

TO OVERSTIMULATION?