B.S.O.T.B

See It's one of those Types of days Where you've got bullshit on your brain You try to keep it in but you can feel it in your veins See, I relate to you because I also feel the same There's only a thin line between the sane and the insane There's those who struggle through and those who give in to the pain But suicide won't end it It just gives the pain away to be on somebody's conscious Slowly breaking them the same And if you're like me then you probably don't want me to say that " it's okay" Cause you're not and that's okay But you can make it through the day See I wrote this letter to my brain Askin why you always do this Make me deal with all this pain Lately you've acted foolish Now it's time to keep it tame Fuck my past I'm getting new shit Gonna top up on my game With some passion I'll push through this And never do this shit again It's outta fashion nothin happens like a slap upside the face A disgrace I'm outta place So I'm prayin problem slayin Are you gettin what I'm sayin What I'm sayin is I'm done I'm tired of all this nonsense Always livin on the run Leave these issues in the past tense While I rise up like the sun This is a letter to my brain I'm tired of all this bull shit Tying me up in restraints Gonna break loose Gonna flow this Gonna cast this pain away I can do better and I know it So it's time to make a change And stop actin so deranged Go looking for my cloud nine And find a comfy place to stay I'll be happy when I'm up high No one ruining my day See it feels like forever And forevers a long time So I'm jotting down some mental notes To Install in my mind It's all written in my rhymes Like In the end by LINKIN PARK It'll Explain in due time I've got so many problems That have been going through my mind And I can try to not acknowledge them And tell Myself I'm fine But when I finally Gain acknowledgment, I realize that I'm lying Standing on the edge, I'm falling its matter of due time The only thing that gives me my abilities Is my rhymes Expressing what I'm thinking I'll recite it till it's prime If it wasn't for this music, probably wouldn't be alive And it's crazy come to think of how a beat could save a life Hence, why I write these lyrics Cause It helps me to get by It's hard living on a daily when there's no one by your side Hearing voices in your head and they're screaming suicide But you're scared, I've been there And I've contemplated trying The moral of the story is there's nothing that's Worth dying Even if it's One of those Types of days Where you've got bullshit on your brain, you try to keep it in but you can feel it in your veins See, I relate to you because I also feel the same There's only a thin line between the sane and the insane There's those who struggle through and those who give in to the pain But suicide won't end it It just gives the pain away to be on somebody's conscious Slowly breaking them the same And if you're like me then you probably don't want me to say that " it's okay" Cause you're not and that's okay But you can make it through the day