Rude Awakening

Mascara's running and I'm high

Why did you all leave me behind?

I guess I shouldn't have come out tonight

Another round of numbing the pain

Loneliness is my baby

I'm just a ghost to you and everybody, everybody else

Nothing, I wanna feel nothing

Everybody say I'm too much, too much for nothing

I wanna be nothing

Everybody say I'm too much, too much for them

My head is pounding, wanna die

All you did was let out a sigh

I guess I shouldn't have called you tonight

I hate to say I'm used to it

Loneliness is my baby

I'm still a ghost to you and everybody, everybody else

Nothing, I wanna feel nothing

Everybody say I'm too much, too much for nothing

I wanna be nothing

Everybody say I'm too much, too much for them

Too far, too far

Too far, you're out of my reach

Is it wrong, is it wrong

Is it wrong, is it wrong

That I wanted you to stay?