Long Way Home

Red light turns green but I'm not moving

Standstill but my mind's racing

Car beeps from behind snaps me back to reality

Right turn, left turn, like I'm flipping pennies

No sense just moving so spacey

Truthfully, I coulda really been back 'bout an hour ago

Fact is, I don't know what I'm doing

Feels like everything's in ruins now

And I been keeping my head in the ground

Streetlights but my vision's so blurry

Turn up got the music on so loud

Tryna drown everything else out

Lately

I've been taking the long way home

Driving backwards down these empty roads

Tryna figure what's inside my soul

But I don't know now, I don't know

Looking for answers but I've lost control

In my feelings baby, on my own

I'm not ready to admit my thoughts, so

I'll keep going yeah, I'ma take the long way home

Eyes closed, time's slow, I know I'm avoiding

Phone rings but I just leave it hanging

'Cause I know right now, my voice would just give it all away

Oh, I don't know what it is I'm waiting for

Really I'm just delaying the inevitable

'Cause I don't think it's reversible

Lately

I've been taking the long way home

Driving backwards down these empty roads

Tryna figure what's inside my soul

But I don't know now, I don't know

Looking for answers but I've lost control

In my feelings baby, on my own

I'm not ready to admit my thoughts, so

I'll keep going yeah, I'ma take the long way home, home

Long way home, long way home

Long way home