Request Denied

I know I lied in my songs at least twice

When I cried that we are not gonna die

And let's face it, there's no haven

The sirens leave us to drown

I poured my heart out but I guess nothing's changing

And I can't help but feel like I can't run away

I wrote a thousand songs about depression but I'm still depressed

Sang a hundred lines about progression but I'm still a mess

I hoped I'd die at least a couple of times

Request denied, guess I'm not gonna die

And let's face it, there is no Heaven

Disappointing but at least I learned my lesson

I poured my heart out but I guess nothing's changing

And I can't help but feel like I can't run away

I wrote a thousand songs about depression but I'm still depressed

Sang a hundred lines about progression but I'm still a mess

But I’m still a mess

And for a million years, I let it disappear

A hundred days have gone by without me moving on

I tried to deny it

And I tried so hard to define it

But I learned that I cannot hide it

So I will stop to blame it on me

Fuck it

I poured my heart out but I guess nothing's changing

And I can't help but feel like I can't run away

I wrote a thousand songs about depression but I'm still depressed

Sang a hundred lines about progression but I'm still a mess

But I'm still a mess