Peeling

Always peeling back my skin

Never comfortable with the place I’m living in

Salty water

Drop me in

Feel the rush of blood I’m ruddy again

I hear the siren in my dreams

Always hear it, don’t know what it means

Snapping branches, making way

Hesitating, no I can’t delay

All this straining

And throwing fits

I don’t know, I don’t know the use for it

I always see you in my dreams

I don’t, I swear I don’t know what it means

I peel it back now

So you can see

Everything I promised that I was, I’ll be

Cause this ambition

And swollen pride

I think it might be all I’ve got inside

I lay the day out like a sheet

I feel it and I don’t know what it means

Don’t know what it means

Don’t know what it means (for me)