Disorder

Do you see me lying on the bedroom floor Devil's knocking on my door See me avoiding all of this trouble Nevermind, I lost control Talking to my mirror, how bad could it be Who else could understand it when it isn't me Forgetting what I ever stood for I promised to myself never lose my face I am not panicking no more That I am not panicking no more It always happens when I fall Bad habits, bad habits Into this hole I called my home I still get nervous when we talk Bad habits, bad habits Don't know the pain unless you fall Onto the floor I won't forget about the memories They release the best of me No matter what they heard about me My actions be wrong but I'm feeling free Never look back their thinking is cruel Reminding myself I am not a fool What I do is human, what I say is pure May my words remain unheard I'm still what I am and never what they meant to be I am not worthless I'm breaking the curses Fuck up your fairytale, everyone matters It always happens when I fall Bad habits, bad habits Into this hole I called my home I still get nervous when we talk Bad habits, bad habits Don't know the pain unless you fall Onto the floor Don't know unless you fall Don't know unless you fall Onto the floor Don't know unless you fall Don't know unless you fall Onto the floor Fall onto the ground It always happens when I fall Into this hole I called my home I still get nervous when we talk Don't know the pain unless you fall It always happens when I fall Bad habits, bad habits Into this hole I called my home I still get nervous when we talk Bad habits, bad habits Don't know the pain unless you fall Onto the floor Don't know unless you fall Don't know unless you fall It always happens when I fall Into this hole I called my home I still get nervous when we talk Don't know the pain unless you fall