Ignite

I'm surviving every day But I've got a bad feeling about my fate I repeat it's gonna change But those black clouds don't seem to wanna go away I feel that I've become so weak that I can't survive this fight Nightmares are now the lullabies that will cradle me until I die I heard a call to arms and I started a war A war against myself, the worst enemy A monster crawled inside my brain And a blurry view of the world outside is all that it still remains and I'm falling on my knees My hands down to the floor Every breath inhaled is a stolen stone Tonight has a sense I can't sense anymore I feel I'm gonna give in I'm gonna give in now and I'm falling on my knees My hands down to the floor Every breath inhaled is a stolen stone Tonight has a sense I can't sense anymore I feel I'm gonna give in I'm gonna give in now I woke up in a world in grey Started looking for a safe place Wanted a mask to hide my face Trying to find peace in the flames Light the fire on me And make me turn to ashes I can feel the flames Once again I can throw myself against this world a thousand more times Dead and alive From the dust I will ignite Living an unconditional nightmare, where I'm haunted by myself It's time to erase the data, reboot the system and start again And then Reanimating the frozen fire seems to be the only chance Through the flames I start to dance And let the phoenix open the wings again cause I'm falling on my knees My hands down to the floor Every breath inhaled is a stolen stone Tonight has a sense I can't sense anymore I feel I'm gonna give in I'm gonna give in now I woke up in a world in grey Started looking for a safe place Wanted a mask to hide my face Trying to find peace in the flames Light the fire on me And make me turn to ashes I can feel the flames Once again I can throw myself against this world a thousand more times Dead and alive From the dust I will ignite Don't know why I put this Snyder's filter on my sight I can't tell if it's day or night And my stitches start to bleed again sometimes They want me to remember all I'm tryna leave behind I go round and round in this cage with no key Everybody have fun while I'm a lonely zoo monkey I feel it's time to plan my escape But I'm the one who locked the door So how can I find the way? Where is the way? Where is the way? Where is my way? Light the fire on me And make me turn to ashes I can feel the flames Once again I can throw myself against this world a thousand more times Dead and alive From the dust I will ignite From the dust I will ignite From the dust I will ignite