Reminiscent Moon

Shawty called me out the blue

Didn't even say goodbye

Now its back, to me, myself, and i

Wandering thru these lonely nights

Hope is the only thing on my mind

Praying for a future where we collide

But that'll prolly never fucking happen

All the words that you said

The pictures in my head

They keep coming back like a fucking habit

Gave you my heart and you locked it

You gave me the ball and i dropped it

I know I'm replaceable

But you know im incomparable

Guess we never learned the lesson from our parable

I been bearing the cross of our end it's unbearable

But I'm a man and a sinner so i must atone

I'm too weak

To delete

Our pictures from my phone

Holding on to the days long gone

Silly me reminiscin' about you

Looking at the moon

I wish I was that dude in your room

(looking at you-you-you-you silly me-me-me-me)

Silly me reminiscin' about you

Lookin at the moon

All these twists and knots

Got me confused

(looking at you-you-you-you silly me-me-me-me)

Showed her all our songs but it wasn't the same

Thought her body would ease the pain

I was numb for a while and i even felt fine

But it all came back

It started with your smile

Holding out hope im in denial

Trynna fill the void with productivity

But the darkness hinders my creativity

Stalking all your socials

Not good for my mental

And i know its detrimental

But it keeps me afloat

Laying down notes

On these instrumentals

Spent my points on the cognitive

Cuz my emotions weren't positive

But your love was too evocative

And your body too provocative

Ying left me in an obelisk

Yang will get my odalisque

Rising from the stones like dracovish

I'm a fairy to the dragon breath

I'm immune but I'm still helpless

Silly me reminiscin about you

Looking at the moon

I wish i was that dude in your room

(looking at you-you-you-you silly me-me-me-me)

Silly me reminiscin' about you

Lookin at the moon

All these twists and knots

Got me confused

(looking at you-you-you-you silly me-me-me-me)