Scars

Never felt so lonely Never thought that it would go that far That the darkest side would own me Pulling me away from my own heart Please don't touch my scars Promise you won't touch my scars Cause the beast behind those bars Might just tear us both apart Back again Back again like I never left Letting go may be the best Cause many things ain't worth the stress Cutting gems when it hits the desk Solo wolf still on the quest Doing more, overthinking less Raise the bar like it's just a rep Corvette lanes let me switch up Ten toes down but we been up When them days feel low and you just can't go Don't look down can't give up Got to the top, been lonely All my homies turn to IOUs, you owe me Stayed off social media Still surrounded by phonies Hopped in the scene like, red flags Telling you green light, run fast Ain't what they seem like My past, filling up these nights So I count these stars and I know I'm blessed Did I lose my way, have I been a mess Therapist asking me what's next I don't know, I mean I guess I Never felt so lonely Never thought that it would go that far That the darkest side would own me Pulling me away from my own heart Please don't touch my scars Promise you won't touch my scars Cause the beast behind those bars Might just tear us both apart Try to cleanse all of these, my scars Through these raps I spit, my bars Better step away from me, my cars Cause I'm cruising fast, no laws Cause it's proverbial, metaphorical Diabolic, astronomical, even comical How haters pop up outta nowhere gas me up, Conoco They're like he's so lucky He ain't ever work a day in his life Man, ain't a day that I ain't work So you know that I'm living all right Cause I picked the wrong profession Then I learned my lesson Tweeters and deleters Maybe they're a blessing Cause they only feed the fire within And I'm not giving in for as long as I'm breathing Like IOU, you ain't shit P-U And there ain't shit, you could say or do Cause I'm bulletproof, like 50 cent Give 100, spent, here to Timbuktu None of ya'll know what I gave for hits Six figures, my social life, my sanity, and a pot to piss Could never say I don't fucking bleed for this Never felt so lonely Never thought that it would go that far That the darkest side would own me Pulling me away from my own heart Please don't touch my scars Promise you won't touch my scars Cause the beast behind those bars Might just tear us both apart