Lyrics
Don’t like to talk I mixing music with my pain
I overthink, but I don’t ever say a thing no more
Ask if I’m good, I say I am no matter what
Cause I know they don’t really care like they be saying they do
And my thoughts maybe too diffuse for them to comprehend
But I understand that it’s not good for me to keep it in
I grab my paper and my pen, write down what’s going through my head hop in the stu, and now I get it of my chest now
That’s my Therapy
I don’t trust a lot people
Feel like they don't want the best for me
I only trust my family, we have been through so much
So I’ma make sure that we ball for every time that we was down bad
I done cut so many off, cause I weren’t messing with that energy
I couldn't be around that
Uh, I done sacrifice so much but that’s just how it is
Gotta to sacrifice your fun, or sacrifice a goal you couldn’t hit
I chose to sacrifice my fun
Cause I don’t need no fake friends only need the ones I love
I don’t need no fake bands we really finna run it up
Uh, we really finna run it up
Uh, we really finna run it up
Uh, we really finna run it up
I’m on the phone with my momma she said I'm working too much
But in the inside, I feel Iike I ain't working enough
I know that things take time so I’ve been patiently waiting
But I’d lose my mind if I weren’t constantly praying
Feel like I really found myself within the last 12 months
Went through things that hit me hard but I just had to adjust
Never told nobody bout it, felt like hey couldn’t help
Felt like the best help I could get, was if I helped myself
Written by: Ruben Jomo Kays

