Pills in the vehicle, pills in the vehicle I'm a party, party, party, ay, drugs in my head

Ay, trapped in this abyss, found her, her love

In this dark abyss, I knew she would save my soul, ay

Lord reckoning, I turn cold, I pray to my lord, give me time to spare my soul

Demons in my head, been losing this bottle for a while

I confide in her, her love was my new drug

Triple seven, tatted on my wrist, that's my lifeline

Baby was with me just to watch me die

False insecurity shit, that's been me since I was eighteen

Never thought that I was worthy till I met her

Thought I could give her everything

She tore my heart, someone send me help, ay

I've been falling apart since a very long time

Nothing seems to help with the drugs I put inside my mind

Someone send me help, ay, I have thoughts of suicide, ay

Her love helps me hide, ay, ay, ay, ay

Thoughts of suicide, her love is a drug to me, ay

Baby come smoke some weed, I need you to survive, ay

Having withdrawals of your love

Never thought I'd need to find a new plug

I'm a sex addict and that's alright

I've been doing drugs since the age of nine

Hey, lost everything important to me, hey

I miss my family, lord please save me

Having thoughts of suicide, I'm so lonely

Someone send some help

It's just easy to get stuck inside my mind, hey

Walking on this earth alone

Walking on this earth alone, I'm so sad inside

Sick of tired putting a fake face on, hey

I wanna show you how I really feel

Know that these drugs help me hide

I have thoughts of social suicide

I have thoughts of social suicide