Somewhere Left Behind

How much longer is this gonna take? Darling, I don't know, how long can you wait? It seems to me you've made your decision And now you're getting ready to leave Without me, that's fine, I'll stick around But I don't have the energy to let you down You're only dead set on solitude if somebody's there for you When you finally come home And I I barely remember what we're doing this for Oh why? It used to be obvious It ain't anymore Sometimes I can't stand myself and in Hindsight I'm not sure if I ever did The best of me is somewhere left behind Wherever you are, I'm never quite there Begging you to wait up feels a little unfair I try my best to be better But you said that makes me naive I think deep down this might never work out And there ain't much that I can do about Making amends with who I was when I was twenty 'Cause I buried that person alive And I I carry it well but damn this shit is heavy Sometimes I lie awake at night What is it that I'm missing? Sometimes I can't stand myself but in Hindsight I'm not sure if I ever did The best of me is somewhere left Behind here A thousand miles from anywhere and I'm scared Of never catching up again The best of me is somewhere left behind And I I carry it well but damn this shit is heavy Sometimes I lie awake at night What is it that I'm missing? Sometimes I can't stand myself but in Hindsight I'm not sure if I ever did The best of me is somewhere left Behind here A thousand miles from anywhere I'm terrified Of never catching up again The best of me is somewhere left behind