And they're like, come on bro, let's celebrate and cheer But I'm like, nah, I'd rather fuckin

Tear I'm always fuckin' here, I'm never over there

And this is how it goes, it's kinda been a really shitty year

I've grown up so fast bro, I swear that last week I was a little kid, bro

Legos and shit up in my hands, no shit up in my hands, now I'm 15 counting bands

Now I'm 15 rising stands, now I'm 15, I'm doing shit, I'm doing shows

I'm trying to impress my bros, I'm putting up with these hoes

And they're like, come on bro, let's celebrate and cheer

But I'm like, nah, I'd rather fuckin' tear I'm always fuckin' here, I'm never over there

And this is how it goes, it's kinda been a really shitty year

I've put up with too much, and now I'm in a rut

And I just want drugs, but I don't want to hurt no one

Oh, honestly, I'm really scared to release, cause they only fuckin' tease

And when I make new shit, they're like, yo, this is ass, going head in the trash

But I keep working, knowing that this shit is gas

Like, why the fuck, why the fuck you on my ass

Meat riding, I'm surviving, suiciding, crossing mind and

I might die and

I ain't lying