All I'll Ever Believe

A lump in my throat heavy as coal You've got a tongue of dynamite You think by light years I'm riddled with fear of tomorrow and many yesterdays Is this a war or insanity? Do we make peace and forget? I had a teacher once tell me There's not one right way to live And that's all I've ever All I've ever All I'll ever believe A plume of black smoke Trying not to choke You've got two lungs made of steel You move by bullet train I take the highway of complicating life's simplicities Is this a void or compulsory? Do we stay true and accept I had a woman once tell me To play the hand that you're dealt And that's all I've ever All I've ever All I'll ever believe My mind's a wreck I mean no disrespect To whatever you intended to say next and I'm here no more Point which way to the door I have over worked and fully not prepared for The bullet trains and dynamite How do I bear the fight? What's left and not realized of me? When this is All I've ever All I've ever All I'll ever believe