Better Friend

God, I need some help

What did I say?

If you were upset, why did you wait so long to tell me what I

Did

Not mean to cause you pain

Fuck, here I go again

I think I lost a friend

Maybe my opinions shouldn’t come across so loud

Cuz when it comes down to it

We are more alike than

I think

I make out like we are different

To hide how much

I am really

Insecure

Do I have to beg for my return?

Cuz if we don’t speak how can I tell you what I feel and what I’ve

Learned

I never really earned your trust

It was only stuff above the surface

Was it all on purpose?

Do I still deserve this?

I just wanna be a better friend to you

Cuz when it comes down to it

We are more alike than

You think

I just sit around and talk shit

It’s not true but

I can’t really blame you now

But inside I’m struggling

And I don’t know what it means

When you talk about these things

Something takes over and I can’t get closer

To the person I wish I could be

And when it comes down to it

I’m just jealous that you’ve gotten through it

And I don’t want this to be the end

And when it comes down to it

I’m so glad that you’ve gotten through this

And I hope that this isn’t the end

Oh, let me be..

Let me be, let me be, let me be

A better friend