.Tragician.

I​ spend most of my days

And most of my nights

Chasing tomorrow

I hate the things I do

And all the shit I put you through

It's tragic, I'm static

I am the world's worst

I am my own worst enemy

And I hate me

Most days I can't believe I'm still here

Most days I'm surprised

You want a new life

I wanna do what's right by you

But I can't seem to get my shit together

Not ever, no matter how hard I try

I never seem to get it right

I'm sick of having you depend on me

I'll let you down like I always do

I am the world's worst

I am my own worst

It's crazy you stuck with me

Most days I can't believe you're still here

Most days you cry

You want a new life

I wanna do what's right by you

But I can't seem to get my shit together

Not ever, no matter how hard I try

I never seem to get it right

And through all the times we've had

I never saw what you saw in me

Through all the times we've tried

I could never be what you needed of me

But I wish I were

You want a new life

I wanna do what's right by you

But I can't seem to get my shit together

Not ever, no matter how hard I try

I never seem to get it right

I still remember

I still remember

I still remember

How I made you feel

I still remember

I still remember

I still remember

How I made you feel

Once upon a time