Oh oh oh ooh

I get so lost, sometimes

Those, eyes

And this emptiness fills my heart

The time, it passes, I put my pain in these prophecies

Proper hypotheses, promise prompting me to the precipice

Plead for peace in my messages, press my pen on the page

They amazed, engaged, and the sages I save and slate

It's salacious, I sanctify with the sound like this

Holy water I found I just, pray Jehova can hear me

I panic over discretions, it sets a stress that's affecting this lecture

Sure to alleviate, abbreviate my grievances, grief I feel's Intermediate, leave that shit at the alter

My father's fault that I'm farther from finding a peace of mind

I depict my flaws as peculiar

Aggression kept in my conscience, depression constantly calling

I'm falling and fading fast from the memories of my past

Lawd

I remember my adolescence, when we were left with a tyrant

That took the time to degrade and berate us, feeling deflated

I favor my isolation, was super safe in seclusion

Assume I'm soon to succumb, I've become accustomed to misery This pain is second nature, without it I don't feel comfortable

Very socially awkward, with the field that I was set to fill

With the pen I ascend to tell you

What's in my position, purpose, condemned

I'm using my mind as a tool, but if that's been used and abused

I'm feeling confused, as I view my life as a detriment

Dire to feel affection, I have to ask for approval

I have to be heavily sedated, elated by agony, mutilating a track

I need medication for apathy

Step on the mic and I said that I'm running a circle around

The flow is astounding, a positive valence

Guess that I really been running for hours

Giving the people a lyrical ballad

That wasn't easily when I devoured

Never a coward, **** are moving a {?}

Keeping it higher, deal with the lows, I see them a lot

With nowhere to go, emotions I've shown

Considering calling it off because of the pain that I feel on the regular

Very consistent, my attitude bitter

My temperament testing, the word is the way I will lead

And I follow, apologies, I cannot give them

You listening often, I'm straight, to see the potential I said that I can

I feel insecure I don't know who I am

Lawd, fuck, knowledge, God bless