In The Body

Today, I just don't know where to start

I plead guilty to the charges

Guilty in wanting

Why is it friends from which I'd run

Their words brew anger on my tongue

Nothing consoling, I feel lonely

I need away off of this ledge and building

There is a figure in the dark that looks like me

And he is blotting out the good things that I see

Is this just who I am? But I can't recognize him?

Around the comforts of the life in which I lead

But in his presence all the colors seem to bleed

This must be who I am. I'm in the body

The only one I have. The only one I have

Today, I hear the demons that I feed

Their toothless faces swallow dreams

I give them something

That I can harvest from my scheme

The mind a sickle and obscene

Nothing escapes, stuck in this place

I need a way off of the land I fenced in

In rolls the darkness, not a cloud is overhead

Only a message from the all reclusive Id

Is this just who I am? But I can't recognize him

In a mirror pool of tears that I have always spent

Lamenting what has passed, and what now lies ahead

This must be who I am, I'm in the body

The only one I have. The only one I have

The one that makes me mad

I feel like giving up

I feel like giving up

I feel like giving up

I feel like giving up

Today, I just don't know where to start

I plead guilty to the charges, guilty in wanting