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Toll
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Toll was released on March 28, 2025 by Sid Bader as a part of the album Not A Poet - EP
ReleasedMarch 28, 2025
LabelSid Bader
LanguageEnglish
BPM
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

I'm going back
But life has changed
Everything is not the same
I still don't believe you
This is not home
What are all the houses here
It happened, what I always feared
The playground made its way into the shade
The words just feel so different now
I never noticed, but it kinda sounds like it kinda makes no fucking sense
The greens got traded, and our old spot looks jaded and further down the docks
We used to hang around, but now there's a toll
I tried it out, I tried some more
But it never felt like this before
It seems that I've outgrown my old skin
The faces, so familiar once, now talk, and all I think about is when's the next time I'll be feeling whole
Wasn't this the meadow where I learned that bee stings hurt like hell
Wasn't this where we once built a hut
Am I wrong for being mad about the fact that we once said
We'll never grow old, but hey, that's what we did
What picked me up brings me down
What held me tied drives me out
I miss the thing that's not there anyway
What picked me up brings me down
What held me tied drives me out
I miss the thing that's not there anyway
What picked me up brings me down
What held me tied drives me out
I miss the thing that's not there anyway
What picked me up brings me down
What held me tied drives me out
I miss the thing that's not there anyway
I reckon it's time for me to settle for the change
'Cause memories should stay memories all the same
So I'm fine that it is different, and I'm fine that you are too
One day you won't make me feel so blue
Now I'm fine that it is different, and I'm fine that you are too
One day you won't make me feel so blue
Written by: Sidney Lucas Bader

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