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3AM
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Contemporary Singer/Songwriter
3AM was released on September 5, 2025 by Blue Heron Music as a part of the album Our Slowest Season
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Release DateSeptember 5, 2025
LabelBlue Heron Music
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM109

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Ashleigh Ball
Ashleigh Ball
Vocals
David Vertesi
David Vertesi
Background Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Ashleigh Ball
Ashleigh Ball
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
David Vertesi
David Vertesi
Co-Producer, Recording Engineer
Jonathan Anderson
Jonathan Anderson
Co-Producer, Recording Engineer
João Carvalho
João Carvalho
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

3am
3am I’m wide awake
I’m lying in my bed
In the kitchen
the clock is ticking
I’m counting down one hundred different reasons
to justify feeling sorry
for myself
You know me
I’ll obsess about anything
or anyone
But any day now
you’ll come home
Wont ask questions
where you gone
We’ll get back to everything and everyone
I’m feeling much better
than I did back then
feeling more like myself
You know me
I’d rather be anyone else
than be who you want
me to be
Though I’ve tried
Now I realize
I can’t be who you want
me to be
All this time
And I t’s no surprise
I can’t be who you want
me to be
3am
I’m wide awake
I’m lying in your bed
My ears still ringing
from the words you said
One hundred different reasons you justify feeling nothing nothing nothing no
But it ain’t nothing
being left for dead
And any day now
you’ll come home
And I won’t be
Waiting for you
No I won’t
Be who you want me to be
Though I’ve tried
Now I realize
I can’t be who you want
me to be
Played the part
Couldn’t say the lines
I can’t be who you want
I’m feeling much better than I did back then
I’m feeling much better knowing its the end
Can’t be who you want me to
I can’t be who want me to be
So tired
(So tired)
of trying of
be someone
(I don’t wanna be someone else)
So tired
(So tired)
of trying to be
(I don’t wanna be
somebody else)
So tired
(So tired)
of trying to to please someone
(I don’t wanna please somebody else )
This whole time
(This whole time )
I’ve been trying to be
(I don’t wanna be)
who you want me to be
Can’t be who you want
me to be
Written by: Ashleigh Ball
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