I had my freedom they took it away it was just me and my mind

I was born religious I been through too many trials just to leave it to god

I remember they was giving me the xans i was loving the silence

Found the peace in them pills addicted to women i love the ones that could care less if i died

She in my place she spending the night

Saying her love is a fire

I know how this goes you wont love me in a week

Just play with my hair just feed me the lies

Imma soldier in the field

Now im begging dont you call me

Ive been singing on the stage

I Aint got no sense of mourning

Lately aint wanna fall in love

Just fuck and staying cordial

But you keep pushing

the little things now all of the sudden i just want you

But i know that you'll just hurt me

I aint seen my father in some years and my momma dont really love me

So i dont know what im deserving

i take whatever im giving i dont ask you for nothing

I aint even want you in the first place so now why i think of you with every bone and muscle