I get to walkin in the moon light

I get to talkin in my sleep

I get to turn in over every stone I used to throw to see what I can’t keep

I know it’s darkest in between times

Or whatever thing they say

I get to sweatin in my sheets and burnin holes with thoughts through every bed I lay

I get to singin at the song birds

As if they need another song

I get to callin up my past on speed dial askin if I could have done more wrong

I get to slippin on the same piece

Of floor I slipped and fell before

I always know I can to better, whether, tethers get me

I still come back for more

I little better than the last time

I fell face first in this

I may be burnin but Im learning that I wont back down

Im an optimistic pessimist