Addin Up

Intro

(Spoken)

Nah, are you kidding? Come on…

What the fuck is this?

Chorus

Don’t I give you what you need?

How you fall out of love?

Tell me what you want from me?

Something’s not adding up.

I can feel it when I breathe,

Like it’s choking my lungs.

I can see reality,

Something’s not adding up.

Verse 1

Started off, it was cute—I compliment, you compliment.

Read your subtle body cues—I can tell you feeling it.

From the way you open up, tell me all your future plans,

What you like and how you hate men don’t act like men.

So I concurred to every word, I’ve been feeling on your vibes.

You expressed how you’ve been hurt—I can see that in your eyes.

The more you talk, the more we link, the more I fall, the more I sink,

Into wanting something more—ignoring all of my instincts.

Like how you used to show your phone, then you wanted to be alone.

Cover up your conversations, doing things I don’t condone.

You were sweet in the beginning, you were love and always grinning.

Made me feel that by your side, as your man, I’m always winning.

Now you always show up late—I smell cologne up on your face.

And your actions keep on lacking—guilty conscience indicates.

Tell the truth, what’s going down? I’m smelling bullshit like a hound.

Every thing you turn around, changing all of your accounts.

Chorus

Don’t I give you what you need?

How you fall out of love?

Tell me what you want from me?

Something’s not adding up.

I can feel it when I breathe,

Like it’s choking my lungs.

I can see reality,

Something’s not adding up.

Verse 2

I feel this pressure on my chest—I’m trying to talk, can I express?

Something’s off, I can see—your body language shows distress.

What you hiding when you sliding? Why you late when you come home?

Say I’m trippin’—nah, you slipping. You get caught and say I’m wrong.

I’m the problem? Say I’m mad—justified, ‘cause you play sad.

Flip the script, ‘cause I got dick—I’m a man, that means I’m bad?

You been doing what you doing, you been screwing who you screwing.

All your friends, they got your back—but I can see just how you moving.

Why you playing all these games? You been sneaking with these lames.

Gave you everything I could, now you burn that all in flames.

Got me caught up in the mix, got me sad and I’m pissed.

My emotions all conflict—I should leave, I’m knowing this.

I guess I’m petty, I’m not ready—I don’t wanna leave at all,

Until I see you suffer dearly, even if that means I fall.

‘Cause when I love, I love for real—you gon’ feel just how I feel.

Got me sick seeing your phone—head be spinning, so surreal.

Lord, you know I’m filled with passion, thought our love was everlasting.

She’s a demon, not an angel—please don’t judge me for my actions.

Burn this house while I’m up in it, if it means you’ll be diminished.

Turn to ashes while I’m laughing, burnt to crispy when I’m finished.

Bridge

I can see you try to breathe,

Feel the smoke in your lungs.

Bet you’ll never play with me,

You don’t got nowhere to run.

I can see you try to scream,

Feel the smoke in your lungs.

Maybe this is all a dream,

Or maybe I’m not the one.

Chorus

Don’t I give you what you need?

How you fall out of love?

Tell me what you want from me?

Something’s not adding up.

I can feel it when I breathe,

Like it’s choking my lungs.

I can see reality,

Something’s not adding up