48 Roses

Wonder how long I could go on these beats for days

My Momma did a good job

But you know the streets helped raised me

My teacher tweakin she put me in that speech class daily

I probably wrote poems back then that went over her head

Meanwhile the class was J.holiday

Shit put me to bed

I know my parents had some plans me

I think I made some different ones instead

Cause why my future cost an arm and a leg

What if I go out on whim and take a chance wit my friends

And the day that we look back is prolly never Again

Or when we finally do we just reflecting on the shit that we did

A Scarlett solo and a warm audio mic at the crib

And Then I'm Running off to class to pass out burnt out discs

Gon head and take this here

They thru that shit out the whip

Don't even know why I tripped

I know I wasn't that good, cause they ain't gas my shit

Why I expect them too

Cause I was still just a kid

I had lessons to learn

I Had to go invest in my firm

Understanding that things don't get better until they get worse

I had some days that got bad

I know yall probably did to

Another prayer up to god I'm like damn what do I do

Highs and lows

Out here trynna impress all the hoes

Instead of impressing myself

You know the shit getting old

The ink in my pen get deep

The same color a rose

Same color Chicago bulls

Man shoutout to Rose

Still finding forever

Same place that I found flows

Joints that my head bumping outside of car windows

I met Pusha T outside Sax Fifth

One day he gon know

One day like Fabolous but that's a song yall prolly don't know

I got ties out in south you know that's my second home

The hospitaly just different even when you not on

Not impressed by the clothes

They don't just show love when it's owed

They don't look at you like a lick

You more like one of they own

Always pausing before I speak

Gotta say what I actually think

This world we live in is crazy

I promise it's not just me

I promise I feed my family before I sit down to eat

I'm a man

Just like killa cam I'll be down and out before we sink

We know Joe Jules and cam got love for each other always

Rap city freestyle feel like the project hallways

And damn what's more important ya wife or ya damn parlays

Reasons they get up with the kids and they movin far away

Now you trynna go get her back and it's like a car chase

You probably have them feelings forever but now she all breaks

Get ya mind right right If you trynna put that together

I'm obsessive I got goals

Ain't no bucket list it's a schedule

My mother sees the fire in my eyes and Know I won't settle

My father and I are working on shit and It's getting better

48 roses for every bar that I'm focused

Worlds polarized

Shit is on fire

The systems broken

Until you find peace in yourself

Then you gon be hopeless

Zero self control keep on leading with your emotions

And you wonder why people be crashing out over tokens

Pennies man

Don't let your pride get you caught in the moment Damn

Wonder how long I go on these beats for days

This just a five Minute verse thanks to some beats from haze

Top five out the city yeah I'm in that race

I did this shit my own way

They seen me set my pace

That's why I'm still goin now

You hear the fire in my cadence

Don't gottta turn this up loud to know this shit sound crazy

Don't gotta act like we friends now dog I been outrageous

Been planting my feet making sure to cover my basis

If you don't know where we stand

Then go and sit down and keep hatin

You don't make yourself a plan you just a victim to waiting

This grind I been on require more than a lil concentration

I Start my own party

So it's fuck all y'all invitations

I spot the smallest details like 100 dolmations

I like baddest females

Imma keep you in rotation

Or for as long as we go until our connection start fading

You ain't the only who been here but right now you my favorite

Shit is different right now feel like Phil jack with the lakers

I need a big ass diamond that's gon fit this ring like a crator

Need blacked out suv

Look like I play for the raiders

Shoutout my dawg Ameer

Go hit that TD dance on em later

Another friend to foe, if you act like you doing me favors

Another man ain't never gon come and act like my savor

Another fashion icon nah you just got on botegga

I'm a product of 8AM sessions in JDR's basement

Seen real rap beef

Studio sessions coulda got dangerous

My lack of confidence back then had me confused and anxious

Was just fly on the wall and I was tired of waiting

That's when I learned it, it ain't gon be overnight but be patient

God damn