Dear B

Dear B

Portray me temporarily

Caught me creepin' rising early

But barely

Made it in for work

Got my coffee and my feelings

All mixed up in a hurry

Blurry vision's just a quirk

But seeing life through dirty lenses leaves impressions

Bury all my enemies in the dirt

Let them scurry as I carry on

Let them worry their own fucking minds off

I know it's been so long since I met you

Long since I met you ooh

I know it's been so long since I met you

Long since I met you

Dear B

I wish you coulda seen me

Finding out the hard way

That you'd never even be here

Crying doesn't work

But something had to change for you to stay

I wish it didn't have to be me

TV glaring is a waste

But Clairo said it best because

She's counting every minute

Good for her!

Feelings are the worst

But I can't make 'em change

All a blur

As I'm hitting my limit

I'm sick of feeling empty B

I reek of sex and empathy

The wretched stink of endlessly

Surrendering I better be

I wrote you out this letter B

I swore we'd be forever but its better

If I don't know how to run my heart its yours to keep

Really I'm just guessing but the stress is there

The pull is true

Save me while I save you

Tie the loop and pull the switch

I'm through

Everybody's staring

Save the glaring

The song I had stuck in my head blaring

Swear we're neverending

Ooh

I know it's been so long since I met you

Long since I met you ooh

I know it's been so long since I met you

Long since I met you ooh

I know it's been so long since I met you

Long since I met you ooh

I know it's been so long since I met you

Long since I met you

Say B daily

Do you feel a weight on your shoulders

I ask myself a lot

And say B maybe

I could be near you if you need me

Find it hard to breathe

When you wanna be alone

The noises all around me

Sending signals to go home

Searching for a tone

But the service is all blown out

Fumble up and fall for a stroll it must be all

We could have given in

Had it far too good for all the things I've seen

Imagine if I'd leave 'em here

Set myself aside and let the silence judge me

People say it's always best to face your fear

But if your fear is in its place

Then all the problems that you face

Are within you dear

It's hard to get a clear-

It's hard to settle doubt

Set my limits higher than the

Half pipe at the skate park

Hang around just chilling 'till it gets dark

Memories escape

Safer to forget than to regret again

There's no doubt

Dear B

Portray me temporarily

Caught me creepin' rising early

But barely

Made it in for work

Got my coffee and my feelings

All mixed up in a hurry

Blurry vision's just a quirk

But seeing life through dirty lenses

Leaves impressions

Bury all my enemies in the dirt

Let them scurry as I carry on

Let them worry their own fucking minds off