Coal Mine

I’m not suicidal I just hate to exist

a pessimistic piece of shit doesn’t care if he’s missed

it don’t matter, what you say anymore

I’ve reached the point of fucking breaking screaming out through the door

what if I stay, would you tell me I’m ok and just stray

further down that path until we just break

you start to tell me that it’s just too much to fake

you need to focus on yourself so stay away

yeah, so tell me why I never see the bright side of life

I’m barley hanging by my fingertips they’re burning with fire

the ground below is way too far if I fall I won’t be fine

and when my face impacts on rocks they’ll probably say that I died

but I didn’t, I’m still here,

the cracks in my skull have appeared

I scream out, to nowhere

I see death, make me disappear

I never, I never thought I be stuck forever

together, together, take my hand face the pressure.

get better, get better, on your knees for their pleasure

we sever, we sever, emotions like what ever

the rain falls down 24 hours a day

it never stops, see it rising as it starts to decay

the walls around, warping floorboards with age

it’s like I’m stuck in the place; there’s no time here so just stay away

cus everything brings back the memories,

sometimes I wish I died in that car crash just let me be

but I can’t change the fact from fiction if I can’t tell what is real

like who am I, I don’t know I can’t feel

I know I’m trapped behind the glass of crt monitors

the static breathes inside my conscious, built upon promises

notice my head just starts to turn and looks me straight in the eye

I see someone who isn’t me turn back and give me a smile

well, that’s it, I’m still here

the one who breathes is the one that I fear

I scream out to nowhere

the glass cracks as I disappear