No light left

Woke up with a bitch I don't even know

Tattoos on her thighs still smellin' like blow

Voices in my head sayin' "Boy you next"

Pop another pill just to flex on my ex

Pain got me leanin' heart beatin' slow

Codeine tears drip but I never let it show

I lost my soul in a double cup spill

Now I'm numb to the touch can't feel what's real

I'm gone yeah I'm deep in the haze

Walkin' through fire stuck in a blaze

These hoes left scars I can't hide

Still hear 'em callin' every damn night

Fuck love I don't need that shit

All I got's a Glock and a half-smoked spliff

Voicemails playin' like a haunted loop

Hearts I broke now rallyin' troops

I gave 'em pain dressed up in a smile

Told 'em I'd change but I lied all the while

Now karma got her hands 'round my throat

Every sip I take another false hope

In the silence I hear them cry

But I ain't the one to apologize

Too deep in this no turnin' back

Lost in the night stuck on this track

Ashes in the sink pills on the floor

Every bitch I loved ain't mine no more

Mirror cracked my reflection's gone

Just a shell of a man with his demons on

I sip to remember then I sip to forget

But each memory's laced with a cold regret

I don't chase dreams I just chase that high

While my past stands watch with a bloodshot eye

Fallin' fallin' can't catch my breath

Sleepin' with ghosts flirtin' with death

Each night's a blur each morning's worse

Another bitch another curse

Six feet deep but I'm still alive

In the club with a look like I ain't survived

She asked my name I just whispered "pain"

Kissed her lips while I cursed the rain

Everything I touch turn black and cold

I'm young in age but my heart's grown old

And if I die tonight let the codeine speak

Let the beat ride out while the reaper creeps

Yeah I'm lost can't find my soul

These bitches dug a deeper hole

Now I'm buried in the lies I told

Codeine nights and my heart on hold

Fuck it

Let the night take me

Let the pain break me

This is Tyrese Mode

And I don't need saving