None the Wiser

I hate that I miss you. You were no good for me. Still it hurts. I had to leave. We can't be friends. Not when we ended like this.

The shadow you cast, the laughs we had, it won't fade to black, they won't let me sleep. They've got me second guessing everything.

The lies you told, I bought with no hesitation. Buyers remorse is an understatement. They all warned me, I thought I knew better.

I'm none the wiser, my body betrayed me. What I thought I wanted I needed to avoid, cause you saw the void inside of me. Heartbeats and mind racing, speeding towards an end they all saw coming except for me. Why am I always the last to see it?

The truth is a bitter pill, I can't embrace it. Could spare myself if only I could face it. It's time to let you go you've done your damage.

I hate that I believed you, I ate up every line. About how you were going to get better, how you were going to change if I just gave it sometime.

Do you hear yourself? Do you even know what you did?  How dare you try and kiss me when you drew blood straight from my lips.

The broken mirrors, the sting of glass, the way I'm stuck in the past. The dinner you hurled at me, from across the lot that's the scene I have interrupting every thought.

I thought you could change, that's the worst part. Thought I could fix you if I gave you all of my heart. Now I have nothing left to show, just your name still popping up on my phone.

Can't you leave me alone? It's fucking cruel now. Add insult to injury, when I'm asking you to bow out. I thought I knew darkness, you give it new meaning now.

Now that I'm so much wiser, to how you betrayed me. What I thought I wanted I needed to avoid, cause you add to the void inside of me. Heartbeats and mind racing, asking how you could do these things to me. Why am I always the last to see it?

The truth is a bitter pill, guess you'll have to embrace it. Theres no future for us why can't you face it? It's time to let you go you've done your damage.