(Ah lost, lost)

(Look at what I lost)

(Look at what I lost)

Hate on me, they tell me let it go, I couldn't though

I know I, got a lot that I've been holdin' on my own

Gotta let it go

I let the good things slip away

I ain't got no time to play

If I haven't moved on, is it me doin' it wrong?

I've been feelin' so alarmed, I've been feelin' all this harm

I can feel it in my heart, I can feel it from the start

I put my heart on my sleeve and pull that sleeve up on my arm

Seems that I'm a target, but you still ain't take a shot

Everybody wants it, but they ain't gon' play they part

I don't know why they keep talkin' on me, it's my art

Fake ones all around me, they don't think I know at all

I don't wanna hear it, no, y'all can go and fuck off

I don't wanna hit, girl, I don't need your top, doll

I don't wanna knowin' everything about us

No, no, I can't let it all go

Y'all some damn kids, I can't put up with those

I got hella lotta people tryna waste my time

Way too many people out here got my line

Started talkin', funny, and I got vindicated

Early hatin', still don't know me, yeah, you got lots of patience,

I don't know, 'xcept y'all ain't fuckin' educated

I would tell you stories, but I guess that it's just complicated

I don't know where I'm supposed to go, I'm on my own

I don't know who I'm pickin' when I'm on the road,

I don't know, I got some things that changed up all my minds

I got these demons, I can't get away, they hard to fight

Oh no, I just feel when you left me

That shit added up, all that weight, it got hefty

I don't wanna know why you got with your besties, bro

One of mine says you do this to test me

Comin' from the one I fear, it don't make no sense for real

Know it's wrong, I'm fightin' it, but these the voices that I hear

If I'm out and talkin' shit, he'll back it up and take the wheel

Had to tell him all of this, cause I can't hold it in for real

Take digs so low, dug a hole, and buried me so low

I go all alone, things that I can't show

I got secrets that I'm keepin', keepin' that shit way too close

Give me the road, in my zone, and I get in my mode

I got the sweet with spice, yeah, like a cinnamon roll

I don't wanna know why you let go I don't wanna know why you didn't stay ten toes

People weighin' in on my health these days

I can get around, but it hurts my brain

I don't think that I can make it to my thirty's

And if y'all keep on treatin' me like this, no way

(I don't know no no, I don't know)

(No no no, I don't know)

(Am I to hold on or just let go)