You could look inside my eyes and see that I been through some shit

Every song I put my pain into and drop, the shit gon' hit

I just can't wait for better days and for the day that I get lit

Growin' up, nah, I couldn't get the shit I want, so I done got the shit myself

I'm myself and you yourself, yo, I got problems, by hisself

I got myself, you got yourself, they don't really care about your health

They not gon' care until the day they find out you wan' off yourself, man (Yeah)

I wanna help my mother out, she been workin' her whole life

Yeah, if I make a milli', I'm gon' spend it, make it twice

I know how shit get when you be fucked up for some nights

Yeah, I know how shit get when you can't figure out your life

I know how shit get when you feel like you can't do right

I know I fucked up, I need a chance to make it right

And I cannot give up, I never could, I'm not that type, ****

I'm fuckin' numb, I can't feel a thing

Even when I try to cry, no tears will come outside my eyes

Yeah, I miss my brother sometimes, I wish you was still alive

Wish you was still alive, I seen some shit, I'm traumatized

And all I know is pain

Please don't ask me why I can't make happy songs, that's not what's in my brain

In a couple years, I hope that shit change and it's not the same

I know plenty people thinkin', "babysevin so insane"

Suicidal thoughts, I can't get 'em out

I can't get 'em out

Suicidal thoughts, nah, I can't get 'em out

I'm fuckin' losin' my mind, yeah

I feel like I been runnin' out of time

Feel like I been runnin' out of time

Suicidal thoughts, I can't get the demons out

Nah, I can't get the thoughts out