I've yet to eat anything all of today

Crying so much that my eyelid just swelled up

You have yet to leave my thoughts, am I going insane?

I remember you fondly but I wonder if you do too

Why won't you talk, we've known each other so long

And I thought it ended well, we got food on the way home

But when we were together I didn't fit in your vision

I felt as if I was an impulsive decision

Re reading messages over and over, I keep thinking about all the times that we had

I of course want you to pursue your dreams

I left not because of any bad feelings, trust me I want you to do you too

I love you so much that I felt like a burden, I believe that you're gonna get where you wanna go

I'll keep wondering if I just made the wrong decision

I'll keep wondering if I just made the wrong decision

But I don't think I did and I'm just hallucinating

But I don't think I did and I'm just hallucinating

Spirals

How do I get out of this-