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Charcoal
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Charcoal was released on September 30, 2026 by Mandatory Music as a part of the album Sleepwalking - EP
September 30, 2026
LabelMandatory Music
LanguageEnglish
BPM143
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Music Video

Music Video

Lyrics

Drowning from the charcoal on her tongue
Never had the chance to save herself
And it weighs on her heavy
Chewing on the taste of bleeding gums
Spinning up a web to cover up
The mistakes of a mother
She's small and so fragile
There's shadows in her sleep
But it's all so elusive
I lost that part of me
But it's not
What I wanted
This guilts left me held hostage
There's no way I could stop it
I'm still lost
I'm still haunted
So, how am I worth saving?
Broken by what made me
Withered by the days beside her bed
Deciding when's she's taking her last breath
Does she ache in the pain?
But this hopeless place she's in
A prison wrapped in porcelain skin
Her little brother wondering
If she's lost there forever
She's small and so fragile
There's shadows in her sleep
But it's all so elusive
I lost that part of me
But it's not
What I wanted
This guilts left me held hostage
There's no way I could stop it
I'm still lost
I'm still haunted
So, how am I worth saving?
Broken by what made me
But then I'll lie and say it doesn't hurt
To feel like it's what I deserved
Insidious thoughts twist & turn
Surviving only made things worse
I've slowly learnt to isolate
Don't get too close, I'm not okay
I'm terrified to feel what I've forgotten
But it's not
What I wanted
This guilts left me held hostage
There's no way I could stop it
I'm still lost
I'm still haunted
So, how am I worth saving?
Broken by what made me
Written by: Lauren Coleman, Nat Sherwood, YAGKI
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