Feels like I'm screaming to the deaf/ blindfolded I walk across the chessboard/ not mindful of my steps

Cigarettes in a vacuum/choking/ main lines leave the tattoos broken/ passerby in the back room joking/ cackling none the wiser/ mom and dad were drunk somewhere/they forgot to supervise you/ not knowing dirty deeds and rehab stints/ were just on the horizon

Hedonism is pervasive/when your plastic life need a face lift/ I feel like I'm doomed to be wasted/ but goddamit man I could taste it

My foot on that pedal/my hand on that gun/ all doomed live fast/but I won't ppldie young / the people you know/ and the places your from/ must fall by the wayside for you to become

Beauty is in the eye of beholder/ why do we stand still when we're older/time to pack it in/time to fold up/ I just wanna know what's the hold up/ I'm here in spite of my self/ I'm drowning I know you can't tell/hungover outside the hotel/ dreams in bags/ I just buy what they sell/ I'm lying to live/ and I'm living to lie/

Hedonism is pervasive/when your plastic life need a face lift/ I feel like I'm doomed to be wasted/ but goddamit man I could taste it

My foot on that pedal/my hand on that gun/ all doomed live fast/but I won't die young