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Sacrifice
Hip-Hop/Rap
Sacrifice was released on February 27, 2026 by JEBO Productions as a part of the album Dancing With Me
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Release DateFebruary 27, 2026
LabelJEBO Productions
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM94

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Jay2n
Jay2n
Rap, Piano
Jason Rory Toon
Jason Rory Toon
Piano, Rap
Ebram Matthew Shephard
Ebram Matthew Shephard
Piano
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jason Rory Toon
Jason Rory Toon
Songwriter
Ebram Matthew Shephard
Ebram Matthew Shephard
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Jay2n
Jay2n
Producer, Executive Producer
Ebram Matthew Shephard
Ebram Matthew Shephard
Assistant Producer, Co-Producer

Lyrics

Cynical, critical, pitiful entity
Remedy? Difficult, pinnacle, is celebrity?
Never let it be, better see integrity
Digital attention ain't blessing me, that's fictional equity
This imbecile is testing things with visible discrepancies
Simply quest for streams and end up clinically depressed in weeks
The principle of reckoning ain't biblically protecting me
Directing myself up a creek to empty seas of unbelief
Drifting from the empty beach, I'll reach the void eventually
You said
The ones I love will think I'm working for the enemy
He said
I have to give up father, mother, comfort, everything
You say
I don't really have to give this life my everything
I guess that's just the way that it works, huh
Living life with God is really painful and hurts, huh
Live my lie facade until I lay in the dirt, huh
That would be the easy way to cope with my worth, huh
But keeping secrets weakens your armor and leads to dishonor
You're bleeding and leaking need a new doctor
You plead with the father to keep the evil demons up off you
Wanna please him but it's seeming like you're feeding your darker
Parts of your heart started seeking a dollar and speaking much softer
Bout Jesus, man, you're weak and freakin' weep and you holler
Steeped in fatigue when you need to be stronger and leaping much farther
And preach and lead 'em to honor
You see the disorder?
I can't fix the damage, man what the hell do you want from me
I feel alone on this planet and nothing seems to comfort me
It's taking all my strength not to isolate from all company
If I tell my struggles, I'm sure that they just gon' come for me
As if I don't come at myself
Thought you would help with my health
But that's not what I felt
You grabbed the belt, leaving welts on my soul and myself
Looks like the melt on my pride's gonna require help
You're immature, life is hard
Really, you should be grateful
You've probably got a sin problem and that's why you're unstable
You've got everything you need, a house, friends, fam
It's shameful, you've got a good life, man
This isn't actually painful
Then tell me why I woke up at three for no reason
Soaking in the tub cause it felt like I wasn't breathing
Let the shower head rain on my face while I was weeping
I cried in there for hours till left for work
My mind weakened to the point where I can barely finish a task
My raisin looking hands all shriveled up from the bath
Tried to vacuum doorways but ended up on the mats
But I couldn't fall asleep cause of the panic attacks
I would wake up in the morning and wish I hadn't
I dreaded having to go through another day on this planet
Still hard for me to be thankful
I have breath in my lungs to see that God has made a new day
And accept it as love
Now I'm a lot more empathetic
Got a lot more grace for people that I would've called pathetic
Learning to let go of the stoicism aesthetic
Used to look down on vocalized pain and I regret it
I now know they've gone through some things way more painful than me
And I know what it feels like to do anything for relief
You did a couple things that I bet you're afraid to speak
You're not fully recovered, Jay, you don't really believe
Nah, I'm no longer afraid of truth
No longer afraid of failure
No longer afraid of you
No longer afraid of smiling
No longer afraid of change
No longer afraid of dying
No longer afraid of pain
I tell everyone what I've done
I used lust to try to console me
Porn became a habit and soon I let it control me
To the point where I was practically watching it every morning
Start my day consuming evil, can't defeat demons, you're courting
I'd pop a pill for sleep, but still I lay there awake
Screaming at the ceiling for God to give me a break
Feeling I was defeated, but Jesus had made a way
Gave Him my heart completely and we started breaking the chains
Maybe you'll be honest about your mistakes
Still saving your face
You sacrificed your ego, but that ain't all that it takes
You're not brave enough to say what you think about others
Your depression is your fault for being bitter towards your brothers
Okay, fine, I'll speak out my mind
And then maybe after I get this bitterness out my system, I'll be gravy
A couple people think it's my own ambitions and craving
But I know without a doubt it's a gift that our God gave me
They're just arrogant hypocrites full of pride
I realize our divide is really from when I lied
But since I lied, and didn't die to myself at the time
Every little thing that you did has been justified
You know God better than me, huh, you know him the best
If he really hated art, seems like something he would address
No, Jason, it's all nuance, I'll show you what he said
He said not to look like the world even by how you dress
Looks like you better change your vest than pricks
Your massive stack of lumber doesn't best my stick
Look into my eyes before you test my lip
Hear pupils, listen to my chest right quick
Don't tell me what to do, don't tell me what's the truth
Why is the Holy Spirit telling me the opposite of you
That don't make no sense, maybe all of this is fake
If I don't speak in tongues, the spirit we listen to ain't the same
Criticize me for struggling with my faith
You don't take life seriously enough to stare at it right in the face
It's difficult to have perception of both sides
Ask honest questions, you'll get answers you don't like
Is it fake if I take pride in my humility?
Am I fake if I take pride in my humility?
I get a high from doing good for others
So does doing good for others just benefit life's utility?
Or do you just do good for others so you're in their good graces
To grow your social credit and give you a foot placement
Just to cope when you say you're so misunderstood, anxious
Here's an antidepressant, you simply just shouldn't take it
You face it, you basically fake your anguish
Displacing your pain and you rage at Jason
Ashamed of your faith so your taste is vacant
Ain't salt no more, you're a wasted agent
Shut up, Conch, I ain't talking to you no more
We've been through this before, won't let you drag me back to the floor
Endorsed my own demise when I let you open the door
To circular introspection, so now you're getting ignored
I hated my life, but I had hope
Satan had grabbed a hold of my throat, but I had hope
Ran till I was deserted, and I completely deserved it
And found myself in a literal hell, but I had hope
That hope was in Jesus, so I know I really believe
He pulled me out of Sheol, I know I really believe
Found pain as the bedrock of reality
But what's more real overpowered it, so now I really believe
I gotta stop seeing you as an obstacle
Cause you're valuable, as long as you're not pathological
Am I gon' kill you, or you gon' kill me? Let's roll the dice
Maybe I'll find something better for you than sacrifice
Written by: Ebram Matthew Shephard, Jason Rory Toon
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