Where do I go, where do I go, when I lose control?

 Tryna find me in a world so cold

 What is life if you don't have Christ?

 I've searched high in low for peace

 One, two, three, take it in with me

 I'm losing it, patients of it all

 Adulting and I'm trying to breakout of this mentality

 of how I was raised and the things I did, told what to wear

Told me how to wear my hair, not no voice for me

Had to do things on own, since a little girl

Momma tried to raise me, she did everything to make it

 Where do I go, where do I go, when I lose control?

 Tryna find me in a world so cold

 What is life if you don't have Christ?

 I've searched high in low for peace

 Thank you Kels for letting me express on how I feel

 Peace ain't in this world so how I'm supposed to prevail?

 Last week I lost something only heaven can send

 I believe God needed more, I don't have no revenge, yea

 Holy sacarament, the tears didn't help, pain was bigger than my pride

 So I had to look somewhere else, How could be this deep?

 That I keep lovin' you more than myself, How could it be this deep?

 That I keep lovin' you more than myself, I keep searching through scripture

 Just trying to find more than just help, I keep searching through scripture just to find more of myself

 I keep searching through scripture just tryin' to find more of myself, I keep searching through scripture,

 I'm just tryin' to help someone else

 And I'm moving this way and moving that way, that way

 And I'm trying to satisfy it with the vices, I can't understand, how he sacrificed it

You did everything you could, for us, you died on the cross for us

You showed us mercy and grace, for it all

 You pick us up when we fall, I know who to call

 When I'm ever in the need of something

 I sing praises to you, to you

 On my knees I prayed each night

 For the vision inside

 On my knees I prayed each night

 For the vision inside

 Where do I go when I lose control

 Tryna find me in a world so cold