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grotesque
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Dance
grotesque was released on May 8, 2026 by siqaeda as a part of the album EXILER
album cover
AlbumEXILER
Release DateMay 8, 2026
Labelsiqaeda
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM90

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
funeral
funeral
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
izzy z
izzy z
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
funeral
funeral
Producer

Lyrics

I tore my arms apart just to feel something new
You look at me, way too closely, it's like you know
You stare so hard, yet you have no clue what to do
You follow me so close, I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go
The only time I feel alive is when I feel like I might die
I'm in a rush, don't waste my time
I know you watch my every move
Try not to let you know I do, so in the end, I still act blind
I feel like I forgot to ask about the very thing you mask
'Cause in the end, I don't know why
You lied about what you lied about
What you lied about to me
Oh fuck, I fall apart
I really wanna get going before it's dark
I feel your spirit around me, know where you are
Something it could've been, something it's not
Something I thought about, something I blocked
I tried to look into your mind, what did you want?
I bet you feel way better now, I bet it's not
Everything you hoped it wouldn't be, no
I tore my arms apart just to feel something new
You look at me, way too closely, it's like you know
You stare so hard, yet you have no clue what to do
You follow me so close, I don't know where to—
I don't know where to go
I feel the emotion that you lack
Please don't ever look at me like that
I know it's disgusting, so grotesque
You're not getting rid of me, not yet
I can feel a rush, feel so life-like
Then I try again so hard, might die
Then again, I try to feel alive
When I get an inch closer to death
Oh fuck, I fall apart
I really wanna get going before it's dark
I feel your spirit around me, know where you are
Something it could've been, something it's not
Something I thought about, something I blocked
I tried to look into your mind, what did you want?
I bet you feel way better now, I bet it's not
Everything you hoped it wouldn't be, no
I feel the emotion that you lack
Please don't ever look at me like that
I know it's disgusting, so grotesque
You're not getting rid of me, not yet
I can feel a rush, feel so life-like
Then I try again so hard, might die
Then again, I try to feel alive-live
L-live
I tore my arms apart just to feel something new
You look at me, way too closely, it's like you know
You stare so hard, yet you have no clue what to do
You follow me so close, I don't know where to—
I don't know where to go
Written by: izzy z
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