Toy Love Song

You know, at least I think you do

You know, I mean you've got a clue

You know that I'm in love with you

But maybe I just don't know

I know I like your pretty eyes

I know I like your silk goodbyes

I even like the way you lie

But maybe that's just a trap

I really cannot relax

So when I see you by my side

I wonder if your suicide affects me

Like I think it ought to do

Or was I living just a toy

A crazy kind of stupid boy

Ignoring things that could've made it true

I see you took the only way

I see you had the final say

That's good, it really is okay

It's just what I would've done

But you beat me to the gun

'Cause when I see you by my side

I wonder if your suicide affects me

Like I think it ought to do

Or was I living just a toy

A crazy kind of stupid boy

Ignoring things that could've made it true

'Cause when I see you by my side

I wonder if your suicide affects me

Like I think it ought to do

Or was I living such a toy

A petulant boy, a crazy boy

Ignoring things that could've made it true

Made it true