Antimental

The marsh land that is down and deep Holds me tight, it's clutching me Like black cold chain is forever Dragging me towards hell's misery The things that I've seen with your eyes Things that you choose not to see Have scorched me like 10,000 burning years In a purgatory I don't want to think my own thoughts That make me feel ill at ease I make me want to not live any more When all I do is freeze Is this damnation? Is this damnation? Is this damnation? Is this damnation? Is it in my mind or is it something I don't know? Something that I should control I've got to find, find the machine That makes me want to be me Cannot face another mirror Cannot face another truth I've got to find, find some new eyes I've got to find a substitute My omnipresence, this is me My weapon against your dynasty The marsh land that is down and deep Holds me tight, it's clutching me Like black cold chain is forever Dragging me towards hell's misery I've got to stop existing mentally In places that I do not want to be I have to move away from thoughts terrible and gray It will not let me go, Is this damnation? First fucking people First fucking people Here we go, first fucking people First fucking people My omnipresence, this is me My friend, turns into an enemy Must control, I must control the evil demon (antimental!) Must control, I must control the evil demon (antimental!) Must control, I must control the evil demon (antimental!) Must control, I must control the evil demon (antimental!) My omnipresence, this is me My friend, turns into an enemy The marsh land that is down and deep Holds me tight, it's clutching me Like black cold chain is forever Dragging me towards hell's misery I've had to stop existing mentally In places that I do not want to be I have to move away from thoughts terrible and gray But it'll not let me go, is this damnation?