I been, broke in ways I dunno how to fix

I’m, stuck in cycles I just reminisce

We, had some magic but we let it slip

They, wanna judge us for our blemishes

Don’t see the picture cept for what’s inside the framing

But I know that it’s expansive, it keeps going on for ages

These days it seems to me that everybody is a sage and

Each is wiser than the last, and they all tryina take a payment

Some people ask for money, some people ask for time, but everybody got somebody who watch their bottom line

Tryina rhyme my way up out of this confusion

I be making sense but I don’t keep the resolutions

These changes temporary, I fall back into the patterns

And I’m sensitive so you know that I pick up on the chatter

But what’s it really matter

What another man think

I ain’t never caught a buzz off what another man drink

Try to do my own thing

But my mind got a mind of it’s own

I wouldn’t mind all the time if it ain’t try and destroy

The peace I find in my home, the peace I find in her arms

The peace I find in the present moment pushing on this stone

Still moving up a mountain, start to question if it ends Or is this more a metaphor for lessons I don’t understand

I try to find it in my pen

I try to find it with my friends

I try to find it with her every time that we make amends

I been, broke in ways I dunno how to fix

I’m, stuck in cycles I just reminisce

We, had some magic but we let it slip

They, wanna judge us for our blemishes

Keep on working through the past as though it could change the present

But what happened is what happened so why are we pretending

Like we don’t got time in front of us that we gon be spending

But we making poor investments

That return us in the negative

Oh look there we go again

Same but it is different

Repeated like a synonym

Groundhog life we living in

Holes that we are digging in

Sunk cost what’s the difference

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Can’t admit defeat

So I keep on trekking stead of trying out another street

Same path that I know find comfort in predictability

Even if it hurts, and I know that it will continually

Back to writing all of these soliloquies

Hoping that you hear instead of listen

But you don’t

And I’m praying that we find the path that works but we both know

We predestined by our traumas just to make it so we won’t

Why I take this pain I got and then just put it in a song

Hope you sitting in your bed on rainy days and turn it on

Hope you thinking of me wondering what moment we went wrong

Replaying every every night that went till earning in the mornin

Know I do the same until the day we go again, baby I’m

Broke in ways I dunno how to fix

I’m, stuck in cycles I just reminisce

We, had some magic but we let it slip

They, wanna judge us for our blemishes