I just came back from the studio And I can't let these **** kill me like im foolio

I'm on the ferry getting merry, sippin' julio

Youngboy does a bag a day, its not what you know is who you know

I was fourteen up in Portsmouth and I done it all alone

I was fifteen up in Milton Keynes, I made the team my home

I was sixteen up in Bognor Regis, building up a phone

I was seventeen in, done a stabbing on my own

They wouldn't visit me in jail, it fucked with my mental health

Done a month in segregation, tryna make it through this hell

It's not my fault that I'm different but you can tell

And there's a difference between quitting or you fail

It's not my fault I live this life, I just got misled

I put blood on mommy's kitchen knife, almost left him dead

I talk to God when I'm in isolation, all these tears I shed

I know you're only just protecting me from things I've done and said

I know there's way more to my life than this

We're drilling it on all the olders, we ain't knifing kids

Tell me what life this is

My mother's got a trapper for a son

She found all of my money but never found my gun

I remember old days

I ain't tryna go back to my old ways

There's only so much that your soul takes

Before you start breaking down in your old age

Are you for me?

Or no?

I put cocaine and roll up on my spot

I got zombies running up to me, it's getting hot

My bando just got raided while I still control the flow

I just came back from the studio

And I can't let these **** kill me like I'm video

I'm on the ferry getting married, sipping Julio

Wait, there's a bag of they know, what you know is who you know

Who you know, who you know, who you know

Are you for me?

Or no?

I put cocaine and roll up on my spot

I got zombies running up to me, it's getting hot

My bando just got raided while I still control the flow

I just came back from the studio

And I can't let these **** kill me like I'm video

I'm on the ferry getting married, sipping Julio

Wait, there's a bag of they know, what you know is who you know

Who you know, who you know, who you know

Are you for me?

Or no?

I put cocaine and roll up on my spot

I got zombies running up to me, it's getting hot