When I sit alone and I'm thinking I'm too much

But when I'm with the bro's I'm just thinking what's for lunch

When the time fly's by and I see the city lights

I'm scrolling through my past, tryna make my future right

Every lesson feels like pressure when you carry it inside

Every scar like a story that you'll never advertise

I've been quiet for a minute, now the truth calls my bluff

I'm still learning how to love, when I don't trust enough

People say they feel my pain, but they've never seen this cut

I've been talking to myself like you gotta toughen up

Every time I feel alone, man it gets a little rough

Heart heavy, mind loud, when the worlds just too much

Tryna hold it in but my souls a little stuck

I been searching for myself in a world that doesn't love

So tell me

Will I ever be enough

Or is it all just a bluff

Will the world catch my bluff

Thinking 'bout the days where I couldn't say too much

Now the time moves fast, and the booze got me rough

But my soul and my spirit say I haven't had enough

Will the world catch my bluff

Thinking 'bout the days where I couldn't say too much

Now the time moves fast, and the booze got me rough

But my soul and my spirit say I haven't had enough

Who said I was bluffing? Nah

Used to want love now I want nothing

Where's your boyfriend, well tell him that I'm coming

Started from the bottom and I'm still there

But I feel like Kanye when he's leading off in a prayer

These dudes swear for a change but they do nothing but sit around like it's apart of the exchange

But they only bring more pain

Will the world catch my bluff

Thinking 'bout the days where I couldn't say too much

Now the time moves fast, and the booze got me rough

But my soul and my spirit say I haven't had enough

Will the world catch my bluff

Thinking 'bout the days where I couldn't say too much

Now the time moves fast, and the booze got me rough

But my soul and my spirit say I haven't had enough